SeaSaltCherries

Have you ever wanted to die? SO bad it makes you cry? I always though I did... But now.... I realize that pain was nothing, and the feelings I always hid... The bottles containing them are spilling on my paper Then my tears turn to nothing but vapor I always knew you'd hurt me But for some reason when you did my whole body burned, and you let me be I can recall your face when I last saw it A evil smile a new you, your looks have changed and they seem to fit Someone who used to protect, now torturers the weak Here I am a small girl, the meak So I'll ask one more time with tears in my eyes Have you ever wanted to die?

It's all crashing... My bridges are burning... Dark's fall over us... Your hands slip from mine... And you are swallowed into a black abyss... My tears fall to catch you... But they're unseen by the human eye... I realize I fading away... So I remain peaceful, ready to totally disappear... But then the sea stirs up again... And I'm tossed back into the storm...

I miss my best friend... I miss being happy... I miss my quick whit... I miss talking to you... I miss the rain... I miss the love of my family... I hate these people... I hate this town... I hate everything that's wrong with me... I hate how stupid some kids are... I hate my insecurities... I hate people doing things to fit in... I wish I could stand up to my mom... I wish I could make some friends... I wish I didn't push people away... I wish I could hold you one more time... I wish you could kiss my tears away... I wish I wouldn't hate myself... I can't change... I can't love... I can't smile... I can't sleep... I can